Contemporarily In Color

     I have always been a person who loves very deeply. No matter what kind of love it may be, platonic or romantic, the people I love will always be aware of it. They will constantly be showered with appreciation, words of affirmation, and affection., I will defend them wholeheartedly, I will support them through everything. If a loved one asked me to come over because they just needed a hug, I would drop everything instantly to be there.  I will make countless sacrifices for my loved ones.  I will do anything for them.      Many people may say I display the exact same feelings about love that Pisces placements do. That would be true, because I happen to be one lol.  Now, I have never been huge into astrology in the past. But recently, I have been enjoying learning about it and discovering my and my friends' placements. Of course, it isn't all science-based facts, but it is fun to see how people classify and whether they identify with t...

    My senior year of high school, during one of my band competitions, I was in the school bathroom, changing into my uniform as I always did. My friends and I chatted as we changed, I came out of the stall and headed over to the mirror to fix my hair. At that point in time, I still straightened it often. As I looked in the mirror. my brain began to fixate on my appearance. Noticing every detail, flaw. I tuned out the chittering voices around me. I began spiraling, as I typically did, when looking in mirror for extended periods of time. I thought awful things about myself, about the way I looked. I made piercing comments in my head:       You'll never be as pretty as the others     No wonder no one wants to be with you     Your nose is too big     Your hair is ugly     You need to lose weight     You are unattractive, you always will be.      Maybe you should just kill y-     "Hi!"...